As you already know from my previous post, I long for balance in everything I do. And yet, at the same time, I know for sure, that nothing is farther away from my true nature than balance.
I’m a veritable binger in everything I do, no matter whether it is about Trollbeads shopping or watching DVDs. I can stay up two nights in a row to watch the newly released season IV of whatever, and after that I have no interest whatsoever in DVDs for months.
2016 I tried to buy 1 Trollbead every week, since I knew for sure that if I follow this plan I will buy way less Trollbeads than I bought 2015. But, of course, it didn’t last. I just don’t enjoy buying ONE Trollbead every week.
I’d rather not buy Trollbeads for months in a row, but then splurge.
So maybe it is not about trying to reach what is not in my true temperament, instead it may be about fully accepting that I’m not spirited like the Netherlands, that is all flat (=balanced), but seeing that I’m rather the Himalayas (=always between the highest peaks) … 🙂